Netster 宅男

My heart races like a run­ning horse for the pass weeks. This is not nor­mal. No, I know it’s not. If my artery was blocked that would be a stroke. It seem I am still ever to sur­vive that’s mean I am still per­fectly alright to withstand.

You notice that I said “alright” that’s because as the case of acci­dent hap­pen with­out warn­ing our health power dete­ri­o­rate as we aged as we speak as we keep living.

To be alive is mir­a­cle! Beau­ti­ful peo­ples beau­ti­ful places beau­ti­ful rit­u­als beau­ti­ful reli­gions beau­ti­ful world. Beau­ti­ful lips beau­ti­ful skins, beau­ti­ful heart.

Words are not words. Words can’t describe the mean­ing of life. Words don’t under­stand the mean­ing of life.

There are so many peo­ple here today… some of them are really beautiful.

I woke up with the clue­less feel­ing today. The spirit that I once use to have was replace with the feel­ing of con­cern between life and death. I am not sure if this is the part where I begin­ning to learn the truth about life or finally under­stand it.

Not so long ago Days were such a beau­ti­ful rou­tine but not today not last week not since 5 months ago. Life has changed. It was filled with dark stars, black holes. Along the way, I bump into momen­tary shin­ning stars but it was just for a lit­tle while… so quick that some­time I can’t feel its present. Sad, although at times I found myself ques­tion­ing myself the same ques­tion over and over…

I think I walk alone but some­time there were these clown… they are not invited they tagged along unin­vited. Some­time I find it inter­est­ing but some­time, I hope it was not to influence.

I saw once or twice the real thing. It’s reminded me of me. Days are nights and nights are days. Not know­ing how and why.

Will it be shin­ning again? Let it be shine… and I’m wait­ing… will I ever hold it tight and never let go…

Happy Belated Birth­day to my friend Speedy­cat! This one is really late hahah­haha but bet­ter late than never!!!!!

As promised!

My very first video with my Macbook!

have been using my Mac for few months now. I love my Mac!

I have been using win­dows for years and years, since win­dows 3x! In the 90s, Win­dows 95 was the best to me!

Using so much Win­dows, I develop the habit of full screen! Every Win­dows user does I guess.

Unfor­tu­nately, in Mac you can’t do that! Basi­cally it was not the con­cept to full screen but to expend screen for the best view!

I see it now that this make sense! when we visit any web­site we want the best view, the way the web designer intended. So there’s no rea­son why I should full screen.

I have installed Saft and I agreed with Snip­tools, Unin­stall Saft. For Good. Really.

Win­dows 7 RC @ Intel Mac